today, i went to the seminar...
did the test...
was kinda supprise that to me, God is a "robber God"
initially i tot i didnt do the test properly...
but it somehow triggle in my heart and mind.
i kept thinking and thinking....
and when we were told to close our eyes to imagine wat is God's unloving image..
i thot to myself... it seems like i am restricted frm doing alot of things..
there is alot of things i wana do, but i didnt do, for God's sake.
but God is not a robber God!!
why on earth did i tot that i am short-changed?



i clearly noe that god is not sadist lar..
He is not that kind that loves to take away our fave and restrict this and that.
this may sound ridiculous...
but this can be identified in many's mind.


God reali bang me with His words big time.
its not abt giving up this & that for His sake.
Its more of, for OUR sake !
and also, its not a sacrifice, its abt choosing something better.
CHOSSING SOMETHING BETTER !!


God, i've hurt u haven i?
i criticised ur character unknowingly.
i didnt noe that i view u this way until today !!
i always thot that all these are jus little complains but actually i am insulting u =(


i read many blogs, or even heard ppl saying things like...
" i have to give up this, give up that "
den it followed by a "haiz" or the whole thing doesnt sound joyful at all.
i understand that we have to pay the cost when it comes to following Jesus.
and of cos, the cost is painful.
however, isnt this a beautiful thing?
when we watch romance show, when this guy gave up everything for that gal, our heart will melt.
but yea, God gave up His son for us, for love sake, doesnt this melt our heart as well?
when it comes to giving up things that are not reali significant in the Kog but kinda impt to u, u sigh.
oh God, sorry !


isnt God's grace amazing?
how is it possible to love someone that insult ur character greatly?
but yupps, to God, its possible.
He even goes the extra miles for us, He loves us !


so in conclusion..
paying the cost is something painful, however, its suppose to be a joyful experience.
cos when u obey God, God will nv short change u, and rather, giving u more!!
its not that u sacrifices, its more of choosing something better =)
its good that u sacrifices something u love for God, but yea, soon u will noe that its not a sacrifices but rather a blessing =)


no turning back.
if u have already let go, den y still dwell on it?
if u had already made ur mind to go all out for God, y be so calculative when it comes to decision making?


in God's hand, we will nv nv nv nv be in want.
cos God meets our needs.
God will not rob us.
he is not a joy-killer.
He will not short change us.
i reali regret for iewing God that way.
now, when it comes to decision making.
to give up or not... on certain things,
i will do it joyfully, willingly.
and trust that i am choosing something better, trust that i will not be short changed.
its a beautiful thing, isnt it?

-t |n g g ` c ha r i s™ __* I Will Trust As I Wait, For My God Is Never Late *__

 

 

 

 

 

 

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